寻找遗失的我

最近发现以前的我似乎不见了～
现在的我越来越软弱了～
不再像以前一样那么奸诈，狡猾～
自从两年前来到 kl，所有的一切都把我给变了～
变得越来越不像是真正的我～
就像一个图表，一直向下滑～
正常人是会不断向上，
然而我却一直向下～

以前的我不会为了一点小事而烦，
现在却为了很多小事而闷闷不乐～
以前的我说一就是一，
绝不会犹豫任何东西～
现在反而一点小事却拿不定分主意～

超不喜欢现在的我～
现在的我就好像在为别人而活，
别人要什么，
就扮演什么角色，
从未为自己想想～

以前总是我教乃馨很多道理，
教她做人不需要太好人，
偶尔应该为自己想想～
甚至以奸诈，狡猾的方法去拒绝自己不想要的，
或得到自己想要的～
反而现在倒转过来，
是她教了我很多道理，
也是她提醒我以前我教她的东西～

为何我会变得如此？？？
她也觉得现在的我变了，
不是变得越来越坚强，
反而越来越软弱～

我想现在是时候寻找遗失的我了吧～
找回以前的我～
找回原本该属于我的，
每一样我都一一要回来～
把那些不属于我的，
统统丢回给你们～

坚强，是我的信念～
我要把你得回来～！！！

慢慢的会知道的42件事

01.慢慢的才知道,太在乎别人了往往会伤害自己

02.慢慢的才知道,对自己好的人会随着时间的流逝越来越少,

03.慢慢的才知道,一个人要自己对自己好,因为真正关心你的人很少,有了事他们也不一定会在你身边。所以要自己照顾自己

04.慢慢的才知道,真心对一个人好不一定有回报,而你忽略的人往往有可能是最重视你的,

05.慢慢的才知道,很多东西是可遇而不可求的,很多东西只能拥有一次,

06.慢慢的才知道,恋爱不一定是真心的,有可能是利益关系,有可能是攀比心理,

07.慢慢的才知道,不要和别人争论什么,因为那是没有结果的,无论谁对谁错,

08.慢慢的才知道,很多时候自己遇到不开心事,千万不要渴望别人同情,大多数人会采取冷漠回敬的。那样会更让人家看不起,

09.慢慢的才知道,有很多东西是不属于你的,你使劲强求会遭天遣的,

10.慢慢的才知道,未必做每件事情都有意义,可是做的每件事情都觉得是一件回忆!

11.慢慢的才知道,人的性格可以差异到如此之大,

12.慢慢的才知道,许多曾经的人会变的让你认不出,但请留住回忆。

13.慢慢的才知道,从现在开始应该把握每一个你能把握的人,放弃你留不住的人,不要因为想留住个别人而失去一群人。

14.慢慢的才知道,自己一定在乎自己的自尊,但你的自尊在别人眼里根本不算什么,

15.慢慢的才知道,不要心情不好的时候对周围人发脾气,渴望他们谅解你,人家不是你的父母,现在你可以明白父母对自己多么重要,

16.慢慢的才知道,即便有人对情感看的无所谓,你一定要坚信,人之间的感情,有可能会令所有东西都无法超越的,但记住,只是有可能,

17.慢慢的才知道,原来现实如此的无奈。

18.慢慢的才知道,会遇到许多自己看不惯的人或事,但那与你无关,别人爱咋整随他便,别生不该生的气,不值,

20.慢慢的才知道,两个天天在一起的人不一定是朋友,有可能什么都不是,

21.慢慢的才知道,会遇到很多诱惑,无论别人怎么样,你是你,你有你的原则和底限,

22.慢慢的才知道,会有人很讨厌你或者和你过不去,但是他爱怎么样就怎么样,我们要大度,不和小人计较,但前提是你正确,

23.慢慢的才知道,很多人无法理解男女之间的朋友关系,在一起就一定是恋人,不是恋人就一定不能在一起,

24.慢慢的才知道,学习要刻苦,因为凭聪明就能应付考试科目的人是凤毛翎角,

25.慢慢的才知道,原来时间一空闲下来是那么无聊,丝毫没有中学的充实的感觉,

26.慢慢的才知道,手机是别人有事找你的时候用的,并不是为了交流感情的

27.慢慢的才知道,可以不把所有人当朋友,但千万不能把一个人当敌人,至少可以当同学,

28.慢慢的才知道,玩你能玩的起的,玩不起的千万别玩,不然会输了什么都没有的,

29.慢慢的才知道,快乐常常来自回忆,而痛苦常常来自于回忆与现实的差距,

30.慢慢的才知道,那些嘻哈打闹只是消遣而已,而过往的抽烟打架更是无知.

31.慢慢的才知道,有很多人的想法与做法你无法理解,或是根本不知道他在想什么,千万别在那揣摩或者瞎猜,那样会让自己累,既然人家要保持神秘感那就让人家保持去啊,自己又不是占卜师,

32.慢慢的才知道,不要把自己想的有多高,没有绝对性的胜利,也没有绝对性的失败

33,慢慢的才知道,生活是有很多不公平的,你一定要正视,相信实力和群众的眼睛,

34.慢慢的才知道,兄弟情义有时候未必是想像的那么美好,只有自己真心付出,才有可能得到别人的真心对待.

35.慢慢的才知道,有的人不断的算计,到头还来是会输的很惨,所以应当保持一个平和的心!

36.慢慢的才知道,有的事情不是自己所愿意的,但是有的事情必须得去完成,那也是对自己的一段特训.

37,慢慢的才知道,原来两个人在一起或真或假,相处的时间还是占据着重要成份.

38.慢慢的才知道,现实根想法的差距,必须要随机应变,跟上生活的步伐!

39.慢慢的才知道,自己也在慢慢长大,不在是小孩子了,适应着每一件事的成长.

40慢慢的才知道，给人留一线日后好相见的真正意义,没有永远的敌人只有永远的朋友,凡事不要做的太绝,事情的结局都是用嘴巴说出来的.

41.慢慢的才知道,不管玩的多好的朋友都有可能失去,但是我们还是要乐观面对,若是真的把他(她)当作自己的朋友就应该为他(她)祝福.遥望!只是做自己所做的.

42慢慢的才知道,自己在慢慢接受社会了,所以也要慢慢学会适应.

有意思的８０句

1.你认识我时，我不认识你；你喜欢我时，我认识你；你爱上我时，我喜欢你；你离开我时，我爱上你。

2.当爱不能完美，我宁愿选择无悔，不管来生多么美丽，我不愿失去今生对你的记忆，我不求天长地久的美景，我只要生生 世世的轮回里有你！

3.我以为小鸟飞不过沧海，是小鸟没有飞过沧海的勇气，十年后我才发现，不是小鸟飞不过去，而是沧海的那一头，早已没了等待…

4.有时候命运是嘲弄人的，让你遇到，但却晚了，让你看到却不能相依，让我们有了情，却只是无奈！

5.快乐要有悲伤作陪，雨过应该就有天晴。如果雨后还是雨， 如果忧伤之后还是忧伤，请让我们从容面对这离别之后的离别。 微笑地去寻找一个不可能出现的你。

6.纵然伤心，也不要愁眉不展，因为你不知是谁会爱上你的笑 容。

7.不要因为结束而哭泣，微笑吧，因为你曾经拥有过。

8.深情是担不起的重担，情话只是偶然兑现的谎言。

9.心中有所牵挂，生命才会坚强。

10.要有多坚强才敢念念不忘？

11.人生有些事，错过一时，就错过一世。

12.我会放下个性，放下自尊，放下自由 都是因为放不下一个人。

13.只要你能记住我，哪怕用恨的方式也好。

14.如果被等待是一种幸福，那么放手就是一种成全，双方的成全。

15.我放弃你的时候也放弃了自己，没有你我的心也死了。

16.不怕路太远找不到终点，就怕两个世界画不成一个圆。

17.盐，注定要融化的，也许是用眼泪的方式。

18.为你落第一滴泪，故事到最后总会落幕，我真心的付出却不是你要的幸福。

19.我试着恨你，却想起你的笑容。

20.爱情就像两个人在啦皮筋，受伤的永远是不愿意放手的那个。

21.并非别无选择，只是不想一错再错。

22.不是时间没有等我，是你忘了带我走。

23.誓言只是对爱情的枷锁，是永远没有钥匙能够将其打开的。

24.能冲刷一切的除了眼泪就是时间，以时间来推移感情，时间越长，冲突越淡，仿佛不断稀释的茶！！

25.或许叶子的飘落不是风的追求，而是树的不挽留。

26.所谓成熟就是学会放弃的过程。

27.已经习惯了的东西，舍不得失去他。可是，她偏偏就会渐渐离你远去，直到忘记了他。

28.有些事不管经过多久都不会淡化，虽然总是用冷漠去对待，可是他却是我心中永远的痛，一旦稍稍触及便痛不欲生。

29.我不能给你百万豪宅，我不能给你灿烂光环，我所能给你的只有我的一片真心。

30.女孩是上帝用男孩的肋骨做的。那么，你找到你的那根肋骨了么？

31.我爱你是我的自己的事，所以你没有必要知道我的存在。 虽然却被赋予了很多色彩，可是每当我躲在一个角落看着你，甜甜的微笑，我已满足。

32.骆驼不会哭，因为它知道水的珍贵。我也不会哭，因为我知道爱的虚伪。

33.如果没法忘记他，就不要忘记好了。真正的忘记，是不需要努力的。

34.这一辈子，我需要的不多，一碗饭一杯茶而已，但是我希望饭是你做的，茶是你泡的…

35.一个人一生至少要为一个人而忘却自己、不求相知、不求同行、甚至不求她爱我。

36.人不要等明天，因为没有人知道自己有没有明天。

37.如果我爱你，我就会理解你，通过你的眼睛去看世界。 我能理解你是因为我能在你身上看到我自己，在我身上也看到了你。

38.世界上最遥远的距离，不是生与死的距离，不是天各一方，而是我就站在你面前，你却不知道我爱你…

39.有一天你能到我的心理去，你会看到那里全是你给的伤悲。

40.你不曾给我一次回眸，我却始终在对你微笑。

41.痴情的一方注定伤的最深，自古痴情终成空。

42.你可以选择爱我或不爱我，我却只能选择爱你或更爱你。

43.让一个人走进自己的心里,是不知不觉的。

44.我做的一切都是默默的，有苦有甜，更多的是自己咀嚼心痛。

45.自尊丢到墙角，掏出所有的好，你还是沉默。

46.有一种隐忍其实是蕴藏着的一种力量，有一种静默其实是惊天的告白。

47.孤单不是与生俱来，而是由你爱上一个人的那一刻开始。

48.因为爱过，所以不会成为敌人，因为伤过，所以不会做朋友。

49.擦身而过，也是一种很深的缘分。

50.请不要在他面前泪留满面，他无法给予你照顾和关心，至多只是一点同情。

51.他失去的是一个爱他的人，而你失去的却是一个不爱你的人。

52.最深最重的爱，必须和时日一起成长。

53.有些事情必须忘记，忘记痛苦，忘记最爱的人对你的伤害，只好如此。

54.时间会让你了解爱情，时间能够证明爱情，也能够把爱推翻。

56.暗恋是一种自毁，也是一种牺牲。

57.因为爱一个人，明知会失去自由，也甘愿作出承诺。

58.得到是一种幸福，付出也同样是一种幸福。

59.也许真正爱一个人，就不在乎他的任何条件了吧。

60.我也有我的骄傲，我的自尊，并不应该为某人把这一切都放弃掉。

61.世界上最痛苦的事，莫过于爱上一个对别人痴心的人。

62.我宁愿与他是平行线，永远不会相交，因为一旦相交，过了那个点就会越离越远。

63.今生的遗憾，与他没有开始就已经结束，与他就这样擦身而过。他变成我最熟悉的陌生人。

64.我一步一步的靠近我的梦，即使他破碎的不成样子了，我也要尽力挽回，用自己的一切去交换。

65.我只是骗了他一天，他却骗了我一辈子。

66.可以用1天时间爱上一个人，但却要用1辈子去忘记一个人。

67.爱是诱惑，也惟有爱能给你力量抗拒诱惑。

68.明白的人懂得放弃，真情的人懂得牺牲。

69.关于爱的记忆，要好好收藏，只是今后的幸福，要各自寻找。

70.今我都没打算要放弃，心决定坚持多久，自己到底又能坚持多久，我真的不知道。

71.我选择离开,不是想成全,不是想放弃,只是想你我重新认识…

72.你是我编造的童话故事中的公主，而我只是你生命里一个匆匆的过客。

73.你用心，他无心，爱着不爱自己的人，本身就是没有回报的。

74.对不爱自己的人，最需要的是理解、放弃、祝福。

75.一个人最大的缺点不是自私、多情、野蛮、任性，而是偏执地爱一个不爱自己的人。

76.你永远看不到我的正面，不是因为我不让你看，而是因为，你不看我的时候，我却一直在看着你

77.我不敢奢求太多，只想把瞬间当成永远，把现在都变成回忆，一点一滴。

78.男人就像洋葱，为了寻找他的心，你一层层地剥着，在剥的过程中，你会不断的流泪，但最后才发现，洋葱是没有心的。

79.世界上最远的距离，是我站在你的面前，你却不知道我爱你。
世界上最远的距离，是爱到痴迷，却不能说我爱你。
世界上最远的距离，是想你痛彻心扉，却只能深埋心底。
世界上最远的距离，是尚未相遇，便注定无法相聚
世界上最远的距离，是鱼与飞鸟的距离，一个在天，一个却深潜海底。

80.世上最残忍的事是你明明知道我喜欢你，却当作不知道…

乌云

最近心里的天空都是黑的... 乌云铺遍了整颗心... 虽然很克制自己不再去理，但是还是无法不去想... 时常胡思乱想，想这，想那...

每当一想到这时，尝试控制自己，使自己快乐，但到最后还是无法成功... 我想时间会冲淡一些的吧～ 时间一过，应该就不会再 care 这些事情了～ 但是还是会时常记住爸爸，姐姐和乃馨的话的...

好想赶快离开这是非之地，把这一切都忘了～ 还是喜欢用回同一方式，逃避现实，不再去想～

赶快去澳洲吧～ 让我飞的远远的～ 我想那时回来的我应该会不一样了吧... 毕竟时间过了那么久，也长大了，看过外面的世界，思想和心情也不一样了吧～

我想是时候放下了吧～ 但我想应该还是会办不到吧... 现在什么都不想管了～ 虽然还是会很难过～ 还是先把我的书读好吧～

haiz...

心里有很多话要说，但当打开部落格时，又不知要写些什么～ 所以有时想想宁愿都不写，自己知道就好... 但如果不写，憋在心里会很难过的～ 要写又不知从何开口... haiz~

前天是 econ 的测试，考得不如其的好～ 昨天成绩出炉了，结果错了 7 题... 原本还以为至少还可以拿个 D 回来的，哪里知道出来是个 C 而已～ 而且还是差那么 1 题就可以拿 D 的那种～ 还有 law 第 2 个 assignment 也是，拿 9.5 分而已，也是差那么 0.5 分就可以拿到 C 的那种～ 真是心痛死了～ =(

最近感觉做每样事情都很不顺心，如意～ 很讨厌最近的我～ 总觉得有样东西好像少了些什么，我也不知道少了什么... 只知道不喜欢现在的我～ 感觉很多不好的事都发生在我的身上... 真想一把刀刺死自己算了～ 或是痛痛快快的哭一场～ 突然间好像回家，回去那平静又温馨的班台～ 好想念那里的一切～ 虽然是个小小的地方，但是还是很喜欢它～ 在那里我可以不用烦恼一切，可以做我喜欢做的东西～ 假期赶快来～ 我要回家～ 很想念爸爸妈妈～ 不知怎的，就这样眼泪掉下来了～

每一天，每一个星期，都在重复做同一样的东西～ 有点厌倦了，有点烦了～ 不喜欢这样生活～ 我所要的，每天都有不同的新事物在等着我，每天做不同的东西，新鲜感～ 难道生活就是这样子吗？ 那我宁愿都不要...

我不要这样的生活～!!!

study + break

wahaha~ tis month i play alot, spend alot, end up study nth... zzz... tis 2 month my money over spend le... be4 wont like tis de... now like 2 buy thing dy lo~ haiz... hv 2 change le... stop buy thing le... except shoes coz i really wan 2 buy a new shoes but cant find~

last thursday shumin come subang n friday i go petaling street wif her~ at thr i din buy anything la coz no so good n no nice oso... so after tat v go sunway again... v go thr eat n buy a bag cost rm38 from bonita... haha~ original price rm129.90 le... soooo expensive n now gt 70% sale so go buy 1 for go out use de lo...hehe~ lixuan, shumin n wuhui oso gt buy... tat bag for me quite nice la... but shumin say she dun like n tien earn say i like flower so much coz most of my bag oso gt flower... = = gt feel abit sry 2 my parent la coz i nv buy tis kind of thing de but now spend alot buy tis buy tat... swear next month wont le... =)

n hor... after buy, shumin bring me go xixili measure how large is my chest... i feel sooo surprise i always wear a wrong bra for my chest... sry 2 u~ haha... coz gt brand so d bra oso expensive le... although gt promotion oso nid 2 for rm80... no other choice, hv 2 buy oso coz i always wear wrong~

now tis week is my study break le... so fast~ i just start my sem 2 awhile onli then now study break le... 7 more week then is my final le... wauuu... unbelievable~ haha~ be4 break gt 2 assignment, qm n econ due in same day... 1st time le... be4 nv due in same day de... so last few day i do till very tired but i finish early 1 day la... hehe~ after break start alot of assignment due is coming le... 1st is law due after start class 1st day le n now i do nth wif it... haiz... dun know how 2 start do... know thr is no agreement btw them in d case study but dun know how 2 vomit 1000 word 2 write abt tis le... wait die... then tuesday gt bcb test again le... although last test i gt HD but just 4.3 over 5 onli... no so good oso... hope tis time will gt HD oso... but dun know gt time study o not... after tat still gt econ test, bcb assignment, another qm assignment n law assignment... haiz... non-stop~

now my whole hostel is watching 下一站，幸福... lol... lixuan they all watch le then watch again... haha~ now i oso chase tis movie... ok lo, quite nice but sometime will feel abit boring coz i heard d story from wenqi dy so no syok le... but if din heard d story, i oso wont start watch la... haha~ me so 'mao dun'~

tat day after bc from petaling street i sick le... fever n hou long tong then shumin gv me drink liang cha n no pain le but next day fever very high but din eat medicine oso... haha~ but after sleep then ok le... think mayb 2 tired n no enough sleep gua... XD gt fever then sure will gt cough n selsema... haiz... now cough havent ok, nose always jam oso... be4 break chloe gt say dun sick when study break, now let her say kena le lo... 2moro go college scold her... wahaha~

tis friday gt career fair, think dun wan go le~ lagi let chloe say kena... haha~ feel so lazy la~ nid go lakeside again n wake up so early... n nid wear formal n write resume oso... haiz... think think 1st~ haha...

1st year anniversary

time past so fast... me n dear 2gather aledi 1 year le... haha~ although cant celebrate 2gther but still happy coz at least we still 2gather n i will appreciate it~

just now he suddenly call me say he aledi come under my house, ask me go down... i feel so surprise coz nv think he will come n he din tell me oso... haha~ n he gv me a dog de doll... haha~ like it so much~ =D it quite similar wif him~ wahaha~

although i din buy wat dear like, coz cant afford it, XD but i oso gt gv him present o... hehe... i gv him a towel which saw our name n date... haha~ although no very value thing, but for me, 心意 more important n hope dear will happy oso~ =)

feel so sry to him coz every time dear oso buy expensive thing for me... like my birthday, he buy me a swatch watch... it so expensive le coz is a well known brand... i will protect tat watch n this dog well... haha~ =)

dear, thank you very much~ love you~ ^^ haha~ n for many thing oso~ always help me n take k of me but i always hurt u... next time wont le~ hehe... promise~

hope our love can continue for longer n longer n longer~n oso hope we can pass through all d 考验 n appreciate each other n be 2gather for longer time~ =D

气死人了啦～

气死人了！！！真的气死人了！！！巴士佬就是巴士佬～

那辆巴士明明有写着回 subang 的，结果他有去 mentari court，然后去到 suria mas，最后跟我倒回去 lakeside campus... 气死人了... 我们虽然没有 10 个人，但是也有 7，8 个人叻～ 这样也不愿意载我们回去...

然后到了 lakeside 又不愿意驾进去，要我们自己走路进～ 那就算了，我们几个人就走进去再等另一辆巴士来载，结果他又进来，说有去 subang，结果我们又上回同一辆巴士... 早知道就不要下车，在里面等好了～

很想一拳打过去算了～

shopping～

刚刚和武慧还有恬恩一起去 sunway pyramid 逛街～ 哈哈～ 因为实在太无聊了，下午和他们聊了下，然后就决定去逛街买东西～

今天花了好多钱... 超过 rm50 叻～ 当然是加上了午餐，晚餐和 taxi 费咯... 买了 3 件内衣 ＋ 1 件底裤，总共是 rm35... 觉得还好啦，不会很贵，因为之前一直听书敏说一件大约要 rm50+ 或以上... 可能是名牌啦... 我只是去了 jusco 买～ 哈哈... 也不错啦，也蛮好看的啊～

然后还买了内衣带... 是那种有点像丝丝的，然后围着颈项的，买了一个 rm3... 过后还买了 2 个头发的装饰品... 那种有点 u 形的... 一开始老板说要一个 rm7， 2 个 rm10，但是是相同款式的，所以我不要～ 后来讨价还价后，答应让我买不同款式，2 个 rm10，哈哈～虽然还是觉得有点贵，但是想想算了吧，久久才买一次，不管了～ 哈哈～

最近都有那种想狂购物的感觉耶～ 像那些有钱人，看到喜欢的就买了下来～ 哈哈～ 感觉应该不错... 只可惜现在在买之前，得想想钱包还有没有钱，这个月花了多少，是不是应该买～ haiz...

最近不知怎了，都爱上 shopping 了～ 哈哈～ 以前朋友一直拉我去，我死都不去... 又或者只是陪他们买，自己都不买～ 可能现在都有折扣吧，所以有些都还便宜的～ 哈哈～ 要改了，应该控制住自己的情绪，不可再乱乱买东西了，不然就要破产了～ 哈哈～

四月份了～

很快地，现在进入了 4 月份了... 一眨眼，又会不知不觉到了年中和年尾... 时间不留人啊～

4 月份开始有很多 assignment 和 test 还有 block lecture 的时段了... 又开始忙碌了... 过不久又要开始准备大考了... haiz... 真想赶快过完这一年，然后又有 3 个月的假期了... wahaha~

到现在还很矛盾，是否要出国留学呢?? 其实心里是非常想出的，可能过于依赖别人，很胆小，再加上某些因素，造成心痒痒，到现在都还没做出决定来...

两个星期后就是 study break 了... 原本还想可以 出去relax 下的，但是想到开学后有很多 assignment 要交了，又有 test... 想想就算了... 还是呆在家做功课吧～现在看到有些同学开始在拼了，而我还在逍遥自在，感觉真有点过意不去叻... 哈哈～

这两个星期都呆在宿舍，而且早上又特别早醒，感觉天很蓝，空气又好，也不会很嗮... 哈哈～ 好喜欢这样的天气～ 但是过了 12 点就开始很嗮了，但是宿舍还是很凉... 只是出去 dapao 有点热而已～ 有时还真喜欢这间宿舍... 虽然是大热天，但是不会很热，还是很凉，晚上开 1 号风扇就会让你冷到发抖叻～ 哈哈～

真不想做 assignment～ 不然... 看戏去咯～ wakaka~

bcb test

2day is bcb test... last few day study hard n yesterday oso memorize hard... haha~

but quite ok... mayb gt study so 2day know how 2 answer... hehe~ just some dun know coz tot it wont out so din study... zzz

now every1 seem like start doing their econ assignment le... but i still relaxing~ feel like dun wan start yet... n qm assignment also... due on same week... econ due at 14 of april and qm due at 16 of april... hv 2 start soon... hope is asap la... haha~

hmm... continue gambatek ba~!!!

im bc to here~

wow~ more than 1 month din come here le~ n im bc 2 here again... always think wan write blog le but feel lazy then gv up again.. lol~ n always force by shu min ask me 2 updated my blog n find alot excuse for her... wakaka...

within tis more than 1 month many thing happen, i think is good, mostly~ haha... after d last post, it was CNY... play little, drink little but eat alot~ haha... so as a result fat alot... lolzzz~ n angpao oso alot oso... actually just little n coz i add my salary in so become alot le... hehe~ nth special for my cny like usual... boring day except can gt angpao... XD

after cny is open house day~ quite a big day for me coz v nv have a such thing be4 n alot ppl come... i invite shu min, li xuan, kon n my dear come 2 my house~ n ask chloe oso but she cant come... n of course some my secondary school frens~ tat day i quite enjoy n feel excited, dun know y... haha~ tat day quite sry 2 shu min, lixuan, kon n my dear coz i dun really talk 2 them... n my dear sick on tat day but i force him 2 come my house oso... sry~ but tat day i gt some news from my secondary school frens... they told me alot things n feel very surprise~ haha...

after open house, 4 of them stay at my house until sunday just bc... then bring them go walk around at my hometown n go lumut n teluk batik play... coz i not really masak wif d road end result is kon bring us go... haha... but v hv fun oso... shu min n lixuan gt go sea play but kon, my dear n me din go... 3 of us play sand n take photo... hehe~ then sunday i follow them bc subang le coz monday start my sem 2 in degree le...

tis sem i take qm, econ, bcb n law... finish my econ n law assignment 1 dy but still gt alot coming soon... tuesday is my bcb test... wish me good luck n hope i know how 2 answer... perhaps~ n my final too~ now my course all move to lakeside le... hv 2 go thr everyday... so mafan... dun really like it... after 1st time bus then ask ppl 2 fetch me go le... haha... n thr de food not nice oso... expensive n little... sometime those food dun know wan put at whr... cant full oso... haiz... i like study at tbs~!!! no nid wake up so early... i wan bc home then can bc home... eat oso nice just abit boring... but start next month i hv 2 take bus 2 thr again... coz hanpin say just fetch me alone he dun wan coz peigin move bc 2 her house dy... n jason finish his course oso... haiz... nvm lo... take bus oso syok wat... haha~

yesterday i go 1u wif dear... aledi 1 year... remember last year v go thr for d 1st time onli 2 of us n oso go out for 2nd time onli... haha~ tat time oso is earth hr... so yesterday go thr 怀念一下下~ haha~ n i bought 1 jean for rm60 n 2 clothes for rm 15 each... 1st time spend alot... 1 spend rm107 include my dinner... but i think is value coz rm90 can buy 1 jean n 2 clothes... haha... its oso due 2 gt sale la... tat jean original price is rm119 le so expensive n it gt 50% so i just buy it... =) no bad, haha~ now sometime feel like to shopping dy... lol~

n yesterday oso my new roomate come le... she come from johor oso... i always 被包围 by johorian... lol~ so pity... no1 is from perak... haiz... but her sir name same as me le... is ong oso.. haha~ then shu min say i fight wif lixuan~ zzz... she so lame la... haha~

shu min, i update my blog le lo... any comment? haha~ continue support my blog le... hehe~

Zzz...

few days later is chinese new year le... time pass so fast... 1 year finish like tat... nth special, just like normal life...

tis few days just stay at house, help do some housework, sleep, eat, watch tv and on9... just like usual... din change... haha~

2day is monday le, remain 6 day then is chinese new year le... dun know is coz of environment problem o move 2 new house dy, just feel like dun hv any chinese new year mood... feel like normal day i bc hometown for sembreak onli... >.< o din hv class so no1 say happy chinese new year beside me... haha~ but at least sometime when prepare new year things still gt la... hehe~

haiz... nth 2 do... at new house internet line oso lag... mayb still new area gua~ so tis few day wan write blog oso cant till 2day think try again open but success o... haha~ here de line sot sot de la... zzz...

so sien now... better go sleep 1st...

dear's birthday n new house

phew~ time pass so fast... january aledi finish n now is february le... n now im at hometown le... n of course in my new room... haha...

last friday is my last day working at 100yen... abit 舍不得 le coz do for 1 month n 3 days le... haha~ so quite 珍惜 when working at tat day... lol~

coz due 2 hv 2 bc hometown on sunday, so i decide celebrate dear's birthday early lo... after work then go bc home bath n prepare le... haha~ thx 2 natalie help me 2 make up n set my hair (although gt abit weird)... lolz~ tat day v go midvally de Yuzu hv our dinner... quite nice although gt abit expensive~ coz is celebrate dear's birthday so i belanja him eat lo... although over hundred but just once so nvm lo... haha~ then gv him d 1st present, inside is a game tat i take from taylor when last week i work for 100yen... haha~ coz wan 2 cheat him i din prepare any gift for him... hehe~ then when bc home i gv him d real 1 lo... hehe... when he open d gift so tired coz i balut wif alot of newspaper... haha~ just wan 2 let him know not so easy 2 gt my present de... lalala~ tis gift is i make by myself de... is a photo frame... although not so beautiful as other but i gt heart 2 make for him ma... haha... n tis is dun hv d 2nd same photo frame in tis world le... just special for him~ haha... n tis gift oso as valentine gift lo... coz bc hometown n valentine day is at 1st day of cny so 顺便 lo... haha~

n now im at my new house de new room... haha~ tis house is bigger than old 1 alot... although just is double story but still very big than normal 1~ haha... i like it but still not very convenient coz all d things are put in different place le... zzz... now sister at kl so alone stay in big room so syok... muahaha~ but when clean house will quite tired la coz is really big... hv 2 clean downstair n upstair le... is alot!!! but nvm lo, coz wan live in big house ma... haha~

2day when i clean my cupboard, just know i keep alot rubbish!!! hehe~ paise la... coz i 不舍得 throw them away ma... haha~ n i oso found a christmas card which is my sister send for me last 2 year when she still at uk... when i read bc wat she write for me, i cry le... coz i realize wat im doing now is no enough n nid alot 2 change~!!! just know wat i learn now n wat i c now just 微不足道... n my future is control by myself~ although i aledi know tis but when think bc wat i hv done is just nth... so now when still gt time hv 2 think properly wat i wan actually n just go do it~!!!

late le... go sleep 1st~ i oso tired le coz 2day whole day din rest... haha~ n now enjoying stay in new room... haha~

play~

hey, im bc~ due 2 last 2 days raining n i disappear at subang, so din upload my blog... last thrusday till 2day i pass it quite well~

last thrusday after finish work at 230 pm, i hv gathering wif my college frens... viola, chloe, lixuan, shumin, guantee n kon~ d most important thing is coz viola n guantee wanna go autralia dy so v say come out for last time n gathering lo~ 1st v go sunway pyramid sing k~ but v go separately la... me n llx go thr by taxi lo... then v hv our fun... although i din sing (at least gt 1 o 2 la, haha~), but quite fun... still d same, after sing k, v hv our photo session in toilet... haha~ after tat v hv our dinner at bubba gump~ v order some food which they recommend 2 us but feel like their most popular food is prawn coz every food oso gt prawn but in different taste onli... haha... but it quite expensive la~ eat like tat 1 person nid rm50, but nvm lu, long time once ma... haha~ of course v hv take alot of photo oso la...

next day, friday, after work at 230 pm, i go ipoh wif natalie... stay at her house for 2 day then sunday bc subang lo... tat day din eat lunch so hungry till abt 830 pm just hv my dinner... hungry till headache... haha~ saturday go shopping wif her... at thr i bought a jeans n a shirt cost rm85... jeans rm55 n shirt rm30... ok lo, but still sound like abit expensive... haha... many ppl go kl buy clothes but i go bc perak buy, terbalik wif ppl... lolz~ then tat day night hv steamboat wif her family~ haha... long time din eat steamboat le... but tat shop de food just little onli n due 2 i paise so oso din order so much... haha~ then sunday reach subang oso abt 4pm le...

then yesterday taylor hv orientation, so our shop 100yen hv rent a booth 2 sell our things... but v just sell snack n drink at thr... but our sales not so good... i think mayb is coz thr gt free drink n food so no1 wan 2 spend money buy again... haiz... i gt walk around n gv flier, saw most booth is abt taylor club... so i think tis is more like ECA day~ anyway, v hv our free domino pizza oso... my boss, siew theng gt 1 box... haha~ so after finish work, hv pizza at our shop... haha~

2day okok onli... but later hv my dinner wif dear...hehe~ quite happy coz abt 1 more week din c him n eat wif him le... quite miss him~ haha...

go prepare 1st lo... haha~ ^^

tis few days~

这个星期都是做早班，所以天天都得早起... 最近越来越迟睡，变成黑圆圈也越来越深了... haiz... 不可以在这样！一定要早睡了！

前几天星期日 ac 来了几档买衣服的，就和 natalie 去看衣咯... 原本打算不买只看而已的，哪里知道看到一件裙蛮美的，又有想买的念头了... hehe... 然后就和老板说带回家试试看，结果穿起来也蛮不错的... haha... 不是我自夸，其他人也说我穿得很好看了... haha... 然后就把它买了下来咯... 原本是 rm35 的，就想说试试跟他们讨价还价，看看能不能再便宜一点点... 老实说，我对这方面不是很在行，就想跟他们说卖我 rm33，他们当然不给咯～ 最后他们就说 rm34 咯... then ok lo... 只减一零吉，想想也觉得好笑～ 那天刚好姐姐也来，就穿给她看咯... 她也说蛮不错的... haha... 只是被她笑说减一零吉好过不要减... lolz...

下星期就要回 pr 了... 时间过得好快哦～ 所以这两个星期要痛痛快快地玩，不然到时再回来后就要开课了... 这次这么早回去也不能帮 dear 庆祝他的生日了... 毕竟第一次和他一起庆祝嘛... 所以就要提早庆祝咯... 几时呢？还不知道，看情况啦~ haha... 也有可能到时回来才庆祝叻...

要看戏了，不写了，haha~

dating

2day go out wif dear... he bring me go tropicana city shopping... he told me is a new shopping centre... i dun know, but he say so then so lo... haha...

1st v go hv our brunch at santini... outside look like okok, but go in quite high class... v order their set lunch rm14.50+... when it come out just little food onli, but their drink quite big la... haiz, go tat kind of place is like tat de la... expensive n little food onli... lolz~ after tat v go shopping lo... go shop c whether gt clothes 2 buy o not... at kitschen saw a shirt quite nice, but saw d price gt abit expensive... then think just go try onli dun wan buy, but after try think it still ok lo... quite nice oso... haha~ but think decide later wan buy o not... coz scare buy le will regret... zzz

then v go watch movie... is jackie chan act de... quite funny~ haha... sometime i like his movie coz he act de movie all very nice de... especially his action movie~ although gt some is kill de la but still ok la, can accept...

after finish watch then go bc 2 kitschen again... think wan buy tat shirt... coz dear oso say when i wear quite nice... hehe... then bring 2 size go try again, 1 is for s size n another is m size... n took another shirt oso... but tat shirt not so nice, so decide buy tat be4 de shirt... is blue color n gt gold n black color for pic... 2day gt sale, so after 10% discount cost rm44.90... dun know ok o not... buy le then buy le... lolz~

then go bc home lo... when i show d shrit for llx n wuhui c, they oso say quite expensive... like 不值 for tis kind of shirt... dun know, seldom buy clothes... everytime buy de everyone oso say very expensive... nvm la, at least next time know le lo...

2day quite happy la... date wif dear n oso gt buy 1 shirt... v oso gt take some photo o... haha... count not bad le la... lolz... ^^

1st salary

2day quite happy becoz i gt my 1st salary for my 1st time working~ haha... although d money is abit little, but i happy oso coz i can learn alot of things from work...

although sometime is abit tired, but i think is value... i learn alot of different things... sometime u hv 2 experience by urself n will just know wat is d feeling~

i will continue add oil n learn alot of things... although money not important but sometime hv 2 c izit value o not la... haha

boring day

another boring day again... haiz... just come here lepak~ morning woke up till now oso din do anything... just wash clothes, watch movie, eat, wash 被单, on9~ remain half day dun know how 2 pass it... sooooo boring...

aaaaaa!!!!!

i wanna go out play!!! but lazy go out~ lll=.= coz when go out must spend money...

haiz...

better go watch movie again la...

happy new year~

welcome 2010~ goodbye 2009~

2day start another new year le... hope i can do well in tis year... everything going well~

wish all my frens hv a happy new year~!